Yes. You were right. People
who said not to move back to Georgia. Those who advised me that “You can never
go home again”.
You. Are. Correct. So,
bask in the warm fuzzy of your correctness. But please refrain from telling me
“I told you so.”
The decision to move back home to my beloved Savannah, super
near to my deeply loved mother, was so hard and scary for me. And likewise, the
decision to go back from whence we came is absolutely gut wrenching.
I have
never felt so torn about anything in my life. So, the only reason you would
have to say “I told you so”, would be a desire to cause me further pain. And if
you do dare to say it to me anyway, get ready for a big, fat, GO FUCK YOURSELF
from me.
There are soooooooo many reasons this decision has been made. Most are
far too personal for me to share here. Suffice it to say, as happy and sad as I
am, all at the same time, I know in my gut it’s for the best.
So, pray for us
on the road. Again. It’s a long and scary drive. But drive it, we must. And we
will.
“Illusion never changed
Into
something real...”