I have a meeting with my Oncologist, Dr W, in a couple of days. He's probably gonna order a scan. IF he does, it will be the first scan since the pre-chemo, post-surgery scans. And I'm very nervous about it. I'm tryin not to worry or be nervous. But at this point in things, when you've had the surgeries, done the chemo, finished the radiation, finished the Herceptin, & you're basically DONE (except for 5 years of Tamoxifen)...I think it's normal to feel nervous. I think I'll always feel nervous & stuff about scans for the rest of my life.
Anyway...I haven't even had the appointment yet & I'm already being a fuckin weirdo. Can't help it.