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Sunday, November 13, 2011

Superstition Ain't The Way.......

Right.  So the 3 month appointment with my oncologist, Dr W is tomorrow.  And I'm (as usual) nervous.  But not as much as in the past.  I've been just "havin a feelin" that I've totally beat this bs.  That it's all gonna be good.  And at the same time, I'm all weirded out about goin into this appointment all confident & not a bundle of nerves like I usually am.  I think it's because, in my mind, goin in there anything less than bein all nervous means I'll probably get bad news.  So, if I go in there all typically nervous, I should hear the same thing I always hear. Right?  Cause I usually go in there all nervous, shakin in my shoes. And he always says everything looks good/great/beautiful. So I guess it's a bit of "expect the worst & hope for the best". Superstitious much?  Right. So how much of a nut job am I? Bein all weirded out about not bein all weirded out about this appointment.  

Or I'm just a headcase. 

Wish me luck!


Karen Ann said...

Good luck Kim... I totally understand your apprehension... but as you've learned by now... you can only go with the flow, and do what you're told. I have not had to deal with cancer personally... yet. But many in my life have... so I wish you the best.
Karen Ann

LunaTechChick said...

Thanks Karen Ann! Appointment was fine, as far as I know. I didn't realize the doc didn't get all the blood results right then & there. He only sees the CBC while I'm there...Metabolic Panel comes in later. But no phone call means s'all good! And I've had no phone call yet....

You are so right...I really do need to stop wasting time & energy frettin about stuff that's totally out of my control & enjoy & be thankful that it does appear all will be well.

Thanks so much for checkin in on me here. xx